We have a practical goal, which is kindness. We will practice kindness to the best of our ability. However, we are not practicing kindness merely for kindness’ sake. We are on a journey toward truth. Kindness is a step in that direction.
NTI says, “If you are to walk the path of righteousness, all things must be done for the reason of the Heart. … Let not actions blind you. It is not the action that matters, but the purpose that is given it.” In other words, if truth is what we seek, then truth must be the reason for our kindness.
Let me give you an example of a common mistake in purpose. Some people will read this teaching or a teaching like it, and then do their best to be kind so they can be good. The purpose of being good is different than seeking truth. If one’s underlying goal is to be good, one has selected a goal that has an opposite. The goal and its opposite are one, since you can’t have one without the other. That means that anyone who wants to see herself as good will also see herself as bad.
Truth has no opposite. By making truth realization your reason for kindness, you set yourself on a path of increasing clarity.
Today’s reading shares tips about how to practice kindness for the purpose of truth realization. In short, it guides us to:
- Ask for what we want in a heartfelt, prayerful way.
- Remember our purpose—truth realization—in all things.
- Surrender to inner guidance. Trust it and follow it in all things without seeking a specific outcome for the self.
There are two comments I’d like to make about today’s reading:
First, today’s reading refers to our “evil thoughts that would trick and blind us to the Light within.” Some people don’t like the word “evil,” probably because they associate it with guilt. As I mentioned in my first tip this year, guilt does not come from the conscience. The conscience is non-judgmental wisdom. Any sense of guilt comes from the mind’s interpretation of you in relationship to your conscience.
One definition of “evil” is “something which is harmful or undesirable.” In other words, evil, as it is used in NTI, is a term of discernment instead of judgment. “Evil thoughts” refers to thoughts that hurt us rather than awaken us. Since we don’t want to be hurt, and we do want to awaken, it serves us well to recognize those thoughts and let them go. Conscience will help us do that, since conscience is our inner knowing.
Secondly, today’s reading makes a comment that I’d like to highlight. It says, “But if you do not trust your Heart [conscience and spiritual intuition] and you try to find your own way to happiness, you shall be lost.”
We have a longtime habit of self-centeredness to the point that we think we want to be self-centered. Therefore, when conscience or spiritual intuition guides us to drop self-centeredness, we can feel threatened.
If you ignore conscience or spiritual intuition because you believe it is threatening, you will not transcend self-centeredness.
Knowing what you want is key. Know what you want, and then make decisions based on what you want. Even if you feel threatened or afraid, keep walking in the direction of what you really want. That is the only way to get there.
Thoughts of Awakening # 4
Fear casts out rationality,
for rationality is of Spirit.
Listen not to your fear,
whatever it may be telling you.
See it as only a black cloak
hanging on a pin
to cover the light.
Willingly pull it down from its place.
Fear cannot harm you,
and light is the presence
of your Self.
~From our Holy Spirit
