Today’s reading interprets the story of the Centurion. Here’s that story:
When Jesus had finished saying all this to the people who were listening, he entered Capernaum. There a centurion’s servant, whom his master valued highly, was sick and about to die. The centurion heard of Jesus and sent some elders of the Jews to him, asking him to come and heal his servant. When they came to Jesus, they pleaded earnestly with him, “This man deserves to have you do this, because he loves our nation and has built our synagogue.” So Jesus went with them.
He was not far from the house when the centurion sent friends to say to him: “Lord, don’t trouble yourself, for I do not deserve to have you come under my roof. [ At the time, Jews believed they would be made unclean if they entered the house of a Gentile.] That is why I did not even consider myself worthy to come to you. But say the word, and my servant will be healed. For I myself am a man under authority, with soldiers under me. I tell this one, ‘Go,’ and he goes; and that one, ‘Come,’ and he comes. I say to my servant, ‘Do this,’ and he does it.”
When Jesus heard this, he was amazed at him, and turning to the crowd following him, he said, “I tell you, I have not found such great faith even in Israel.” Then the men who had been sent returned to the house and found the servant well.
Today’s reading emphasizes faith, clarity regarding the goal, and surrender.
Faith
Jesus said the Centurion had “great faith.” The Centurion knew that his request would be fulfilled. He said, “… say the word, and my servant will be healed. For I myself am a man under authority, with soldiers under me. I tell this one, ‘Go,’ and he goes; and that one, ‘Come,’ and he comes. I say to my servant, ‘Do this,’ and he does it.”
Previously, I described faith as (1) trusting the healing process, (2) having confidence in a benevolent power beyond what your senses or mind can know and (3) accepting that all is well, regardless of the appearance. I’d like to add a fourth aspect to faith. Faith includes having confidence that you will awaken. Consider this quote:
Desire and confidence must go together. The stronger your desire, the easier comes the help. … If your desire and confidence are strong, they will operate and take you to your goal, for you will not cause delay by hesitation and compromise. ~ Nisargadatta Maharaj
Let’s look at how the creative principle works. That which we believe is fed into the creative principal and results in manifestation. With that said, if I believe I am unworthy to awaken, what is likely to be the result?
Catch thoughts of unworthiness in your mind, and let them go in faith.
Clarity Regarding the Goal
Yesterday we learned that the ego-mind does not know; it interprets. When we imagine what we think truth is, we are interpreting with a mental-mechanism that does not know. We are creating a fantasy.
If we have a mental fantasy about truth, and we desire our fantasy, we are not truth-seekers; we are illusion-seekers.
What do you imagine truth to be? Are you willing to let that go and find out what truth is?
Surrender
Today’s reading asks, “Did you really expect to find the peace of God in your way?”
That leads to another question:
What is the ‘I’ that says “my way,” and can it lead to truth?
Contemplate how critical surrender is if your purpose is awakening.
Thoughts of Awakening # 69
The only way to let go of ego
is to choose not to listen to it anymore.
To listen is to believe.
To listen is to follow
To listen is to do.
Instead of listening to ego, listen to Me.
Believe Me by not believing ego.
Follow Me by putting your mind to rest.
Do as I say by choosing not to do as ego says.
By following these simple steps,
you release your hold on ego.
Releasing is letting go,
and letting go is releasing.
~From our Holy Spirit
