Today’s reading is about your current life situation, whatever it is. Whatever your health is like, whatever your financial situation is like, whatever your daily work is, whatever your personal relationships are, and etcetera—every detail of your current life is absolutely perfect for your awakening. There isn’t one single detail about your life that is a mistake. Every bit of it is exactly as it is, because you are ready to awaken, and this is the life that will awaken you.
When we live our daily life with this attitude, we awaken more quickly. If we judge some aspect of our life as “wrong,” and wish it were different than it is, we delay awakening. We misperceive the gift as a burden, so we do not accept the gift, and we do not use the gift for the purpose it was given.
I have come to see myself as still. I am still, and life circumstances are like a movie that plays in me. I enjoy the show, whatever it is. If, for a moment or two, I do not enjoy the show, I return my attention to my Self. When I do, peace returns, and then joy returns, and forgetfulness is forgotten.
When one sees herself as still, one does not see a reason for the movie as it is. It simply is as it is.
If you do not see yourself as still, you believe you are a character in the movie. You feel tossed about by the circumstances of the current scene. This is a misperception about what you are. This misperception is your only problem.
While you are susceptible to misperception, the movie has a reason or purpose. Its purpose is your awakening. Everything that happens in the movie (the world) is to help you see that you are not in the movie. You are still (unaffected), and the movie is in you. Accept the movie (especially your life circumstances) as having this purpose and this purpose only. Use the movie for your awakening, and you will awaken from the dream that you are a character in the movie.
Thoughts of Awakening # 248
That which cannot be understood
can be known.
To be known
it must not be filtered by unknowingness,
which is the mind.
The mind accepts and rejects.
What it rejects,
you choose not to know.
Let go of this acceptance
and rejection mechanism.
Rest without thought,
and discover what is known.
~From our Holy Spirit
Homework for this week
- Practice daily meditation for 30-60 minutes each day.
- Practice the “Loving All” Method.
- Thoughts of Awakening, 246-252 including Commentary on Awakening (with 246)
- Read NTI James 1-5 & NTI 1 Peter 1 (No NTI reading on day 246.)
- The reading from Rupert Spira was from The Transparency of Things, p 234-238, Openness, Sensitivity, Vulnerability & Availability (part 1)