On Day 170, we saw that although people think they have many desires, awake consciousness sees only two possible desires: truth or illusion. Today’s reading asks us to consider carefully which of these two we want. It also points out how we express the desire for illusion and how we express the desire for truth. The reading says:

Are you thinking of the illusion of the world as if it is real? If so, you are expressing your desire to accept the veil of darkness. Is this your true desire? If not, why do you permit yourself to express it through the activity of your thoughts?

Watch your thoughts. Ask them to express your true desire.

How can our thoughts express true desire?

Here are some suggestions:

1. Repeatedly contemplate the Thought of Awakening and what you received from spiritual wisdom regarding the Thought of Awakening throughout the day.

 

2. Review the day’s tip, possibly a few sentences at a time, throughout the day. Mull over that small portion and let related thoughts come into your mind.

 

3. Use the mind to ask questions of surrender like:
   “What am I to do now?”
   “How am I to see this?”
   “How am I to respond?”

 

4. Use the mind to practice s/Self-inquiry with questions like:
   “What sees this thought?”
   “What is here now that is constant?”
   “What am I?”

 

5. Pay attention to awareness.

 

6. Practice a Name of God mantra.

Today’s reading says:

Your thoughts must do as you ask, because you are the thinker of your thoughts.

A thinker is one who has an intention regarding thought, so when NTI says “you are the thinker” it means that you get to choose the intention in the mind. You can decide if attention will wander with any thought that arises, or if it has an intention to focus on truth and let other thoughts go.

Note: The next tip will be available tomorrow morning after 3:50am ET at this link.

Yesterday’s reading said:

Choose … to be independent of your experience.

Independent means free and unaffected.

Awakeness is free from the world and unaffected by it. That is why Jesus, as awakeness, said:

These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world. (John 16:33)

In NTI Romans, we learned about the curiosity that created the creative principle, and via the creative principle, create the world and the ego. That curiosity is:

What if nothing was as it is?

The ego and the world, which are created through and for  this curiosity, are necessarily  not truth. They are appearances created through the creative principle, and their appearance appears as anything but truth. That’s why they are called “illusion.”

To look at something that is created specifically for the purpose of appearing different from truth and to hope to find evidence of truth in it is foolishness. Yet, that is a mistake that spiritual seekers make all of the time.

For example, one democratic-minded spiritual seeker was thrilled when Barrack Obama was elected president of the United States in 2008. She saw his election as evidence that the world was awakening. Of course, since then Donald Trump has been elected president and has undone many of the policies Barrack Obama put in place. Does that mean the world has fallen asleep again?

What about when a war ends, such as World War II? Is that a victory for awakening? What about the wars and crimes against humanity that have occurred since then?

What about when a personal problem is resolved? Don’t new problems arise to replace it?

The world is an appearance that is made to appear different from truth. One of those differences is change. If you watch the world carefully, you will notice that change is the world’s greatest constant. (Admittedly, it is change within a limited buffet of reoccurring problems.) Sometimes the world changes so that specific situations are temporarily “good” by the mind’s standards, but “good” will always eventually be replaced by “bad.”

Look carefully at the world, regardless of whether your mind judges it as “good” or “bad,” and realize that it’s not truth. It’s not truth, and truth can’t be found in the world.

Let the world be as it is. Don’t seek truth by seeking permanent good in the world. You will eventually be disappointed.

Seek truth by looking within. Find that which is absolutely changeless. See that is what you are, and abide as that. You are the only truth that can be found in the world—and actually, the world is an appearance in you.

Know your Self, and be your Self. Truth is known by being it.

Note: The next tip will be available tomorrow morning after 3:50am ET at this link.

Yesterday’s reading pointed out that our experience comes from the thoughts we listen to in the mind instead of from the outer appearance. It recommended that we listen to a “true interpretation” instead of a false one. Allowing attention to shift from one interpretation to another is called “changing your mind.”

Today’s reading points out that it isn’t just the act of changing our mind that affects our experience. Our motive, or the reason  that we change our mind, is also important.

Today’s reading begins:

Do not change your mind out of fear, but out of love, for Love is the only power that is real.

When you change your mind out of fear, you attempt to change your experience, because you believe your experience is lord.

There are three definitions of fear below this paragraph. Please read the first definition of fear, and then read the sentences above from today’s reading with that definition in mind. Next, read the second definition of fear, and then read the sentences above with that definition in mind. Do the same with the third definition. As you do this exercise, let clarity arise regarding how you change your mind out of fear. If it feels helpful, take time to journal about it. You can ask spiritual intuition, “How do I change my mind out of fear?” After you’ve practiced this exercise, continue reading the tip.

Definitions of fear:

1. A strong, distressing emotion that arises when we anticipate danger, regardless of whether the threat is real or imagined.
2. Anxious concern or anticipation that something unpleasant is going to occur.
3. The desire to escape something unpleasant.

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Love is emptiness. Emptiness does not have an ulterior motive. While in the process of purification, we can say that love has no motive except for your spiritual aspiration.

When we change our mind out of love, we aren’t trying to change any external or internal experience. We change our mind simply because we want truth. There is no attempt to manipulate experience.

When we change our mind in order to manipulate experience, our motive is fear. If our motive is fear, fear is fed into the creative principle, and fear will continue to be experienced.

Do you remember this loop of experience?

What I think, I see (perceive).
What I see, I experience.
What I experience, I think.

(And the loop continues.)

Ulterior motives are “What I think, …” Ulterior motives feed into the creative principle and the loop of experience.

That means that in addition to watching the overt thoughts in the mind, we need to be alert to covert motives. You can discover hidden motives through root cause inquiry. You can do root cause inquiry through journaling, or you can do root cause inquiry through looking. You can simply look and ask yourself questions like, “What is my motive?” or “Am I trying to avoid anything?”

Today’s reading says:

Choose instead to be independent of your experience.

Independent means “free from outside control.” We typically call that “unaffected.”

One who is independent of outer circumstances has no need to change those circumstances. She can let outer circumstances be as they are.

Likewise, one who is independent of emotional experiences has no need to change or get rid of emotions. He can let them be as they are.

It’s also true that one who is independent is not engrossed in mind’s stories. One who is independent desires only truth, and if that one finds himself listening to stories, he will change his mind simply because he seeks truth. That is changing one’s mind “out of love.”

Note: The next tip will be available tomorrow morning after 3:50am ET at this link.

On Day 166, we learned about “points of experience.” We learned that points of experience are thoughts that give us an emotional experience, so we can have an experience that is different from truth. These thoughts typically enter the mind as stories, which we are enticed by. When we believe these stories, we experience the emotion(s) derived from the story’s thought-energy. We can also become addicted to some emotions—such as anger, jealousy, guilt and worry, to name a few—and then we tend to feel strongly compelled to believe stories with those energies as their base.

When we feel compelled to believe stories with particular energies as their base, we feel as if we are at the mercy of situations in the world. For example, if I am addicted to worry, I find many situations in the world that I believe cause me to worry. I think worry is necessary, because of everything that is going on in the world. I don’t realize that I experience worry because of the thoughts I listen to in the mind. I also don’t realize that I could have a different experience if I made different choices in the mind.

Today’s reading emphasizes that our experience comes from the choices we make in the mind, not from the world as it appears.

Every situation in the world can be interpreted through inner spiritual wisdom or it can be interpreted by the ego. The ego is the projection of the wish for experience that is different from truth, so when a situation is interpreted by ego, it will give an experience that is different from truth. However, inner spiritual wisdom’s interpretation points toward truth.

We will experience ourselves as subject to the world’s circumstances or we will see ourselves on a path of awakening, depending on the interpretation we choose in the mind.

Again, it’s not what is happening in the world that affects our experience. It is the interpretation that we listen to that affects our experience.

The empty shell listens to the silent message of truth, and so it experiences the bliss of truth realization. Before we have become the empty shell, inner spiritual wisdom interprets every event in a way that moves us towards emptiness. It interprets every event for the healing of the mind. The mind heals by letting go of what isn’t true while accepting the truth as it is.

Note: The next tip will be available tomorrow morning after 3:50am ET at this link.