{"id":18779,"date":"2017-04-03T05:15:56","date_gmt":"2017-04-03T11:15:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/awakening-together.org\/dev2\/?p=18779"},"modified":"2017-08-18T16:37:00","modified_gmt":"2017-08-18T22:37:00","slug":"the-willingness-to-heal-transcript-of-chris-celine-satsang","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/awakening-together.org\/dev2\/the-willingness-to-heal-transcript-of-chris-celine-satsang\/","title":{"rendered":"The Willingness to Heal by Chris Celine Satsang"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 1\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>Innocent creation. Accept that innocence is all that there is. How do you navigate that innocence is all that there is? If you wake up in the morning and you embrace that you are innocent, that you are the innocence of God, the innocence of Creation, what can follow for the day? To accept that you can see only innocence, that you can be only innocence and that only innocence exists. In that acceptance, where are you going to go after that? You\u2019re certainly not going to turn the corner and say, \u201cI don\u2019t want that innocence, I want that misery instead\u201d! That\u2019s not going to happen more than likely. If it does, a deeper resistance is running. It would be more likely that you could start out with not remembering being the innocence and then embrace the innocence with acceptance.<\/p>\n<p>But, why not start out the day with the declaration \u201cI am the innocence of God. Only innocence exists. I don\u2019t want to see anything else. I don\u2019t want to know anything else because God has willed it to be so.\u201d And with that comes a letting go. Surrender. No more protecting a false identity. Imagine that day you wake up and it comes to you \u201cit seems like I fight hard to stay with what I know. But what I know is all made up in my mind. So now maybe I could actually surrender what I think I know and invite the knowledge of God.\u201d Invite it. Embrace it. And speak to that knowledge of God. Speak and expect an answer. Commune with the Divine.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s the preciousness of the every moment. Let it take you to join in that communion. It\u2019s too precious to be ignored. It\u2019s too precious to skim over it. But in this moment, also, as the innocence of Creation, such a beautiful, deep letting go. Beautiful surrender&#8230;of all that you thought you were. Letting the Holy Spirit show you pictures, show you circumstances where you were mistaken, where you thought you were somebody, and you had an identity. Now it can be shown to you how you have lived&#8230;all of humanity have lived in a life of delusion of a separate self. And in surrender, it starts to fade. That false imagery starts to fade. And it\u2019s the blessing of healing when it starts to fade. Because what takes its place is the Light. The Light that is within, the Light that is all around you. The Light that is the Truth of God.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 2\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>Innocence of God. Imagine that you would accept in willingness that everyone was innocent? And in that premise of acceptance that everyone is innocent, that you would take that and see everyone in that innocence because you want to. So, what would that look like? It would look like you had a tennis racket and every thought that came up about what you thought you knew about somebody, you would hit it with your tennis racket and send it into the oblivion because it didn\u2019t mean anything. You would send it like you would send a tennis ball.<\/p>\n<p>An idea comes to you of how old somebody is or what their accomplishments are or what their accomplishments aren\u2019t or what you think about them. And each thought just gets thrown up in the air and smacked with the tennis racket and sent over the bushes never to be heard from again. And as you send them, throw them into air, your heart sings \u201cGo to God.\u201d While you\u2019re playing tennis with your thoughts, you begin to realize that without those thoughts you do see a different reality. Without those thoughts, Light begins to show up. It was always there, but wasn\u2019t noticed because there were all these thoughts that were camouflaging Reality.<\/p>\n<p>And you start to also notice that all of these perceived major and minor differences that seem to be in every body\u2019s identity are fading away. You can\u2019t really tell too much difference between one Beloved and another Beloved because they\u2019re both innocent. They\u2019re both the Light of God. They\u2019re both perfect. They\u2019re both One with you. And all three&#8230;you can\u2019t find any difference anymore. And you begin to recognize what it is that God has been wanting you to find. The innocence that is waiting to be discovered with every Beloved. And when you look in the mirror, do you see a haircut or do you see the Light of God? You have an opinion about what you see in the mirror or does happiness come from your Heart? Because, the innocence of God is looking back at you.<\/p>\n<p>The Miracles of Creation are always available for every element of your life. And how easy it is to allow that YES to lead the way. And in this moment YES of innocence, to the entire universe. This universe is all love, it is innocent. It is the innocence of Love itself. This Sanctuary is filled with the Love that is innocent, pure, and Holy. Can\u2019t even be changed. Always the innocence. And in this moment, only innocence, no other thoughts. Love is this present moment. Love is all that there is. There is one existence&#8230;the life force of God. Everyone carries the life force of God within them. It\u2019s the strength of Truth. And the weakness of the ego starts to disappear, starts to fade because the strength of God is being chosen.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 3\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>I\u2019m not weak, but strong in the Truth of Love.<br \/>\nI\u2019m not helpless but all powerful, in the Truth of Love.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s where you hold your attention in the strength of Love.<\/p>\n<p>I was called to sing a few hymns that were instrumental in healing for me. The beauty of these hymns, these particular hymns that I usually sing, is their uniqueness of how they manifested within the world. Every single one of them was brought by a Divine Being and brought through whoever it was that was the recipient of that hymn. The beloved was chosen, called to be the recipient. The hymn that was brought by a Divine Being was for the recipient, for a distinct way of paying attention to this particular hymn of healing that was pertinent to their own journey.<\/p>\n<p>Not exclusive, but pertinent. The hymns that became powerful for me were not necessarily the hymns that I received, that I was called to bring through. Many of them came through the Master that had opened to the Divine Mother to allow these hymns to come through and to open the path of Love.<\/p>\n<p>When you hear these hymns and you consider that these are coming from Divine Beings exclusively for the purpose of your healing&#8230;of anyone who hears them, of anyone who can take these teachings and live through the offering to allow them to influence your learning and that you learn from them because they\u2019re powerful directions to the Divine.<\/p>\n<p>This particular hymn&#8230;I wouldn\u2019t know when this hymn was going to be sung because I didn\u2019t have a very good grasp of numbers or sequences. So, this hymn is numbered 108. So, before this hymn would be sung, within the ritual there would be 107 sung before it, sometimes twice. So, sometimes it was 200 and&#8230;the energy was holding my attention so I couldn\u2019t keep track of anything. But, every time this hymn was being sung, I would already be shaking. I would be shaking before it was sung, because the power of it was&#8230;such a deep call to me. Not knowing why, but just answering to that deep calling. And here\u2019s the teaching.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 4\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>I sing here on earth of the Love God brings to me<br \/>\nForever, forever, forever, forever.<br \/>\nMy Mother, who comes with me, who brings me the lessons<br \/>\nForever, forever, forever to be a beloved of all.<br \/>\nStepping away from all those who are not interested in remembering. And who don\u2019t want or aren\u2019t ready yet to listen.<br \/>\nAnd who have not realized that they\u2019re not happy.<br \/>\nThis is the home of the Divine that brings all joy,<br \/>\nAll peace, all harmony<br \/>\nTo all those who are ready to come home,<br \/>\nHere in this Truth of Love.<\/p>\n<p>The purpose of this hymn, when I said forever, forever, forever, forever, this is the integral part of it. This is a declaration that forever, Para Sempre , forever I will be in devotion to the Divine. Forever I will be ready to listen to the Divine.<\/p>\n<p>There is a fear that comes with forever, forever, forever, forever. With fear the ego says \u201cno, no, I\u2019m the decider of what is forever&#8230;not God, not the Divine Mother.\u201d And there\u2019s a fear of forever. And yet, we are forever the Light of God. And this temporary identity has nothing to do with the fullness of the forever to God. Para Sempre, forever I will follow, forever.<\/p>\n<p>I Beg<\/p>\n<p>I beg, I beg the Father, my Father<br \/>\nTo bring me the Holy Light to illuminate my path. I ask for this help.<br \/>\nI ask the Blessed Mother<br \/>\nAnd I asked the Christ Light, the Redeemer,<br \/>\nTo illuminate my path on the path of Love.<br \/>\nThis path of Love is in my Heart.<br \/>\nI ask Jesus to lead the way, to show the way.<br \/>\nI beg for Light.<br \/>\nI beg to see the Way.<br \/>\nOnly you can show us the Way,<br \/>\nAs I forgive myself for having lived Without the awareness of Love<br \/>\nAnd the Truth of the Spiritual Identity. I beg.<br \/>\nBring me the Holy Light to illuminate my path.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 5\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>When I first began hearing these hymns, and I saw beloveds who were part of this path that were singing and humming all the time and studying all the time. They carried a book with them all the time, because they were so engrossed in the learning of spiritual Truth. And, that image always stayed with me of their devotion and their purpose. And it made it so much easier than&#8230;to carry these hymns to work every day, to carry the teachings in whatever way they came to fill my heart and fill my mind and be in that devotion with them. And, how beautiful that devotion sparked the YES within.<\/p>\n<p>We Add To Ourselves or Detract<\/p>\n<p>Every time you open your mouth<br \/>\nAnd let a sound out, you alert the prey. And who is not hunting<br \/>\nBecause of some hunger?<\/p>\n<p>What you seek may run in different ways.<br \/>\nOr people you know may begin to snarl within When they see you coming.<\/p>\n<p>We add to ourselves or detract whenever we speak. We speak our words<br \/>\nAnd turn those words into an entity<br \/>\nAnd a magnetic field<\/p>\n<p>Someone has to reckon with. [continued below]<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 6\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>Our words turn into a magnetic field that goes out. Imagine how many magnetic fields there are just on this street? With all these thoughts that are being transmitted. And what kind of magnetic field are you adding to? It\u2019s seeing it from that different place that you all have so much power. You have the power of Truth. And, you also have the power of illusion. And whichever you choose is what you are contributing. Either Love or fear.<\/p>\n<p>[continued]<\/p>\n<p>I have found it is best to be on good terms With as much as one can,<br \/>\nControlling the notes from the flute,<br \/>\nFrom the body that can rise to serve.<\/p>\n<p>Yes, we add to ourselves or detract In some ways with each movement. I have increased my worth so much, A treasury I have become<\/p>\n<p>That I hope you loot. [Hafiz]<\/p>\n<p>Looting a Divine Being of their treasure is one way of remembering the Truth&#8230;of wanting it so deeply.<\/p>\n<p>Willingness is such an integral part of the learning of Love. But sometimes, willingness is not seen really clearly&#8230;how powerful your willingness is, choice, willingness&#8230;that\u2019s it. That\u2019s all that you have to work with, is to choose between Truth, Love or the made up past. So, you\u2019re always choosing one or the other. With willingness you prepare your mind for the willingness. With your intention, you prepare for God\u2019s presence with your willingness because you\u2019re willing or you\u2019re not willing, depending on what you choose. But, in your willingness, you are actually preparing for the teachings that will be coming. That\u2019s the beautiful element of willingness. It\u2019s the same thing as choice, and it\u2019s either being chosen all the time or not, depending on what you want. But to realize how much your willingness is essential&#8230;either opens the door or not. That\u2019s how much power you have. To make that choice.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 7\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>Only by recognizing that you want healing above all else does the door open. That you want healing. Not that you know how healing occurs. Not that you know what the healing should look like. Not that you are in charge of the situation. Just that you\u2019re willing. That you want (above all else) healing. And in that above all else that you want healing is such a deep level of trust, because you\u2019re basically saying to God, the Holy Spirit, \u201cyou have carte blanche. I\u2019m not here to tell you what needs to be healed. I\u2019m here to ask for your healing of what you see is in the way,\u201d because the Holy Spirit, the Divine Beings, the Guides, they all have the awareness of what\u2019s in the way. So when you bring your willingness, it\u2019s a GO. It\u2019s a green light. It\u2019s what you\u2019ve been waiting for.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m willing to see this differently. I\u2019m willing to follow. I\u2019m willing to ask&#8230;what\u2019s most helpful. I\u2019m willing, most of all to see peace instead of what I\u2019m seeing&#8230; all the willingness.\u201d And, as the Divine says, only bring your willingness. The next line of that Holy invitation is \u201cand please don\u2019t do anything else.\u201d Only bring your willingness. Leave the rest to the Divine.<\/p>\n<p>It is not helpful that you do more.<\/p>\n<p>Why is it not helpful to do more? You would think that the more the better. But what happens is that once you have the willingness, everything else is orchestrated. Everything else is Divinely orchestrated. The Divine is aware of every moment of your existence. There is nothing, there are no secret thoughts, there is nothing that you have held that hasn\u2019t been in the awareness of Love and what is most helpful for your healing. That\u2019s why healing is so perfect, because it is orchestrated by the knowledge of what is most helpful for you.<\/p>\n<p>Often, what happens in healing is that from this place of being the recipient of healing, it\u2019s very sloppy. Healing is sloppy, because the Holy Spirit\/God doesn\u2019t use linear for healing. The healing Light moves as it needs to move through your past and your framework of time and everything else. And the Holy Spirit is moving through it and using healing as it\u2019s coming to what needs to be healed first, and second, and then&#8230;and it\u2019s all perfectly orchestrated.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 8\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>There is no way that I could have walked through healing with any kind of awareness of what needed to be healed. Every time the ego showed me the past, all I could see was this giant maze of dark complications that were so incredibly enmeshed that there was no way that I could have in any way gone into that maze. The ego keeps saying, \u201cdon\u2019t go to healing. It\u2019s just too difficult.\u201d But the Holy Spirit just moves and weaves through all of that maze and has no complications at all, because the Holy Spirit is in complete knowledge of what it is that needs to be healed within you before the next piece can be healed.<\/p>\n<p>If you decide that you know what it is that needs to be healed, you will not be happy because it won\u2019t be able to be healed because there\u2019s a rhythm and a flow that has to come through surrender. Imagine that you would be having an operation in the world, and you\u2019re on the operating table, and you get up on your elbows and say \u201cno wait, wait. I have an idea, I know how it needs to be done. I\u2019m going to tell you how to work through this surgery.\u201d Well, everybody would probably drop their tools and leave the room. But this is what the ego wants to do with healing. The ego wants to pretend that it\u2019s part of the team, and yet, the whole time, the Holy Spirit is saying \u201cjust be willing. Just be willing. Feel your willingness. Bring that.\u201d Because everything that the Holy Spirit is going to show you is not going to be \u201coh goody.\u201d What the Holy Spirit brings out of the shadows is what you haven\u2019t wanted to see, what you have been hiding from yourself&#8230;possibly. Everybody carries the same thing.<\/p>\n<p>Peace and joy and light abide in me.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a teaching. And the first words are \u201cyou think you are the home of evil\u201d and all kinds of words that go along with evil. And that if anybody saw how terrible you were they would want &#8230;you would want to die at your own hand, going on would be too much. Everybody is carrying the same beliefs in their mind of their darkness. So, how is that identity of darkness going to be honest to bring it to the light? It\u2019s not. It\u2019s not. That\u2019s not the way of the ego\u2019s nature. The ego\u2019s nature is not going to volunteer. But the Holy Spirit is going to gently let you see the mistaken ideas of your identity. And all that you have to do is hold the Hand of Love and be willing to recognize \u201cyes, that those are my beliefs. That\u2019s my envy. That\u2019s my jealousy. That\u2019s my greed. Those are my lies that I told. Those are my manipulations.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 9\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>Now in the willingness&#8230;if you can say YES, and really want that to be healed, it will be healed. It will be healed because you\u2019re willing to look at it for what it is &#8211; that it was never your friend, that it was always fear, that it was always desperation that it was always the belief that you didn\u2019t have worth.<\/p>\n<p>It was always based on lies and that\u2019s what\u2019s coming for healing &#8211; all the lies. \u201cI made it up. And I lied to myself about what I made up because I was afraid to not have an important identity. I was scared to look.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>This is the same addiction that anybody has that is addicted to any kind of substance. A heroin addict will go through exactly the same thing. You put a heroin addict in rehab and they will be afraid of the same things. They will be afraid of the lies that they\u2019ve told, of the people they\u2019ve disappointed, of the disregard for others, of the facades that they wanted to build and hide behind because of their pain, because of their fear. It\u2019s the same thing. The addiction of the ego is the source of all worldly addictions and is strong within whatever form it uses. The addict that\u2019s in rehab is able to take that leap of faith because it\u2019s based on the recognition of a Higher Power. It\u2019s in the recognition that they are addicted. And you all have to come to the awareness of the addiction of the ego. Of how much fear you have used to try to survive. And how none of it was the Truth. Allowing Spirit to bring it to the Light. Really wanting it to be healed because it has no reality. Really embracing forgiveness and accepting you were mistaken. And this is your own healing. This is maybe the first time that you would have a connection with actual Love.<\/p>\n<p>The upsidedowness that you have believed in for century after century, lifetime after lifetime, that this upsidedowness is being turned right side up so that you can see it in its authenticity. The protection that you want to build and hold for the ego is keeping you out of the awareness of Love. When you will be able to say to the Holy Spirit \u201cYES, I\u2019m going to forgive myself for all of these lies, the greed, the jealousy, the envy, whatever it was&#8230;this is not the Truth of me and I am surrendering this.\u201d And, this surrender may be the first inkling, the first touching that you would have with real Love. That you would be touching into a place of Love because you would be willing to see the lies and see them for what they are.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 10\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>That would be the generosity, the honesty, the compassion of Love that you would be offering to your Self by saying \u201cYES, I want this to be healed,\u201d because that is the loving thing to do with this journey. This is the journey of Love. And to surrender to the Holy Spirit is Loving. It is the Love that you barely remember, but it\u2019s Love. It\u2019s Love because it\u2019s generous, because it\u2019s honest, because it\u2019s Truth, because it\u2019s God\u2019s reality. God\u2019s reality is that you are innocent. And you are then joining with that innocence. You are joining with the innocence of Love and saying \u201cYES, I want this healed. I\u2019m willing. I\u2019m willing to see what I made up and I\u2019m willing to turn it over&#8230;to disown the past with all the lies.\u201d And, the most amazing thing will happen to you in the healing. Because it is so much like someone who has been addicted to whatever it is being able to finally stand up and say \u201cI was addicted to that. I was addicted to it and now I am saying NO, I don\u2019t want this anymore. I want to remember Love. I want to come home to Love.\u201d That\u2019s all that anything is about, coming home to Love.<\/p>\n<p>Why is it so difficult to open that door? You\u2019ve spent lifetimes trying to protect an image and it\u2019s never worked, because the fear grips you and goes with you everywhere. There\u2019s no respite in the hiding. And the other thing that the hiding does, which is such a typical ego thing to do, is that when you\u2019re hiding your mistakes, your errors, your imagination makes them bigger and bigger. Your imagination, your fantasies get bigger and bigger about all that you\u2019ve believed about yourself. The crimes become bigger, the wrongdoings become huge, and you\u2019re terrified of them because you keep holding onto them instead of \u201cHoly Spirit, I made these up. I made these up and I used them, and I tried to gain from them, but I was mistaken. I was mistaken. And I\u2019m here to forgive myself for all the Beloveds that I was jealous of, that I was envious of, that I was lying to, that I was afraid of.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I was afraid of so many&#8230;I was afraid of the beloveds who came as my children. I was terrified of them. I was terrified of them&#8230;I had no idea what to do with them. And I was terrified because I knew that I was going to be a terrible parent. That was my secret. Afraid of children. To give that back to God and say \u201cthis can\u2019t be the truth. This can\u2019t be. You\u2019ve promised that the past is a fantasy. It\u2019s an illusion. And so it must be. And so I have to surrender. It doesn\u2019t matter when. It doesn\u2019t matter that they were no longer children. I was not able to love. I had no connection to Love. Every decision I made for them was based on fear. Fear for me, not fear for them. Fear for me.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 11\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>That is the place that all the healing occurs in. The Light comes through, and you are released from the burden of the lies that seem so real. And you stand up to the Truth. It\u2019s not about apologizing. That\u2019s what the ego would love you to think. \u201cPlease apologize!\u201d That\u2019s the ego whispering&#8230; \u201cPlease apologize!\u201d Grovel, apologize. No! Forgiveness is not about apologizing. Forgiveness is about acknowledging \u201cI was mistaken. I forgive myself for having been mistaken. Nobody else did anything. I was mistaken.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I wasn\u2019t there to parse who was in my life that was just as faulty as I was. Not my business. It was not my business to see who in my life was complicit in my lies and join me in being a liar. Join me in my made up identities. Not my business. My business was to forgive myself for holding every single one of them in a false identity. That was my business. Those were my lies.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s turning it upside down, right side up that you discover that Love is there in the forgiveness. Love is blooming from the honesty. From the recognition \u201cI was mistaken. I don\u2019t know who I am, but thank God, thank God God knows the Truth.\u201d You don\u2019t have to figure out how you\u2019re going to unravel anything. The Holy Spirit does all of that completely. Completely.<\/p>\n<p>Wait for the Holy Spirit to guide you or you will add ego onto him.<\/p>\n<p>Now there\u2019s a choice. Wait for the Holy Spirit to guide you or if you try to take the situation and make sense out of it with your mind, you will be putting the ego on the Holy Spirit and you won\u2019t recognize the Holy Spirit anymore. You\u2019re just bringing willingness &#8211; that\u2019s it. But, it\u2019s everything because it\u2019s all that there is. All that there is. Trust in your willingness. It would seem that there wouldn\u2019t be much to trust because all it is is willingness. But, again, it\u2019s all that\u2019s needed. And what\u2019s so important about it is that it leaves the room open for the Divine\u2019s Creative healing. It puts you into the Divine Hospital so that you can be attended to because you\u2019re willing to be there.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 12\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>You\u2019re not kicking and screaming. You\u2019re not resistant. You\u2019re not reluctant. You\u2019re not begrudging it. You\u2019re saying \u201cYES! YES! Come and heal me as I sleep.\u201d I used to say that prayer every night. \u201cCome and heal me as I sleep. I\u2019m available. I\u2019m willing. Whatever you want to heal while I\u2019m sleeping, I\u2019m ready. If it takes 100 years to heal all this insanity, I\u2019m willing.\u201d But I\u2019m going to just keep moving toward that healing.<\/p>\n<p>Forever, forever, forever, para sempre, para sempre, forever I am with God. Forever, forever, forever I am with God.<\/p>\n<p>Let that sing in your heart while you invite the Holy Spirit for healing. There is nothing that you\u2019re going to see about healing that should be that shocking. Mainly because it was what you walked. It\u2019s just the willingness to shed the Light on it&#8230;whatever it is. Always remembering that there is no difference between an irritation, or pure out hatred, murder, whatever. So, it doesn\u2019t matter. It\u2019s all a mistake. To hold that you want to murder somebody is also a mistake. But the hatred that goes with it has to be brought to the Light, too. To really want to murder somebody pours like a poison through the system.<\/p>\n<p>I saw myself as a potential murderer. I believed I had the capacity to murder. That I would have murdered. Was it a mistake, or was it condemnation? That was my choice. God was saying it was a mistake. It was a mistaken identity. It was a mistaken identity within a fantasy of a life that wasn\u2019t the Truth. I had to accept that and that I was not cursed by my murderous thoughts. Because, they weren\u2019t just thoughts. They carried all the energy of actually going through with it, of wanting that person dead, and being glad to be the one to be able to do it.<\/p>\n<p>Is that different from anything else? No it isn\u2019t. It\u2019s a mistake. It\u2019s a mistake. Was I tarnished by that? No, I was not. It was a mistake. Everything you carry of what you think you are, is not the Truth. Here\u2019s the thing with healing. It\u2019s because you\u2019re not just asking for healing from the lies, the deception, the murderous thoughts. You\u2019re wanting to be free of the concept of a personal self. Free of having to prove worth all the time, of having to align yourself to be better than because you believe in scarcity. We have all believed in scarcity. We have believed that there wasn\u2019t enough. How does that translate? It translates into that everything becomes a worry.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 13\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>Are you going to have enough? Is there going to be enough for you? And everybody has felt the yuck, for the lack of a better term, the yuck of somebody else having something and you wanting it. \u201cHow did they get that? How come I don\u2019t have that?\u201d And in fear, burying that as quickly as possible because you don\u2019t want anybody to be aware of it. But, it\u2019s there. And it\u2019s because the belief, the main belief in the belief of separation is scarcity. It\u2019s essential to the ego\u2019s makeup. It\u2019s essential for fear to rule that everybody believe that there isn\u2019t enough. Through this false belief, you are basically at war with everyone around you. You\u2019re secretly thinking, \u201cwait a minute, I want that. Why are you here? If you\u2019re here, I can\u2019t have that.\u201d And the belief in scarcity runs the universe of the ego, completely. But, everybody has this system that\u2019s been so refined that as soon as the jealousy or envy or whatever it is, or greed or whatever or however it comes out, as soon as that hits, it\u2019s shoved away, it is justified, and you activate your role as a victim. Scarcity affirms the role of the victim. And then the mask is back on of \u201coh no, it\u2019s fine, except I wanted it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>These are all mistakes because there is no scarcity. That\u2019s all made up. Everybody\u2019s believed it. When you go to bed hungry, you believe there\u2019s scarcity. When you wake up hungry, you believe that there\u2019s scarcity. When everything is cold because there\u2019s no heat, you believe that there\u2019s scarcity. But, this is not the Truth. This is the nightmare that you made that has no Truth to it. And the willingness is to accept that, that you are the innocence and Light of God. How difficult is that to just accept it? Right now! [simulates choking] \u201cNo, no, I don\u2019t want to accept it. No, no, no.\u201d That\u2019s how resistant the ego can be. Playing such a game. That your heart would just say \u201cYes! I want this. I want to accept this. I want to come home. I want to remember\u201d. And your ego is saying \u201cnope. Nope.\u201d And you believe that voice.<\/p>\n<p>You believe the ego. Don\u2019t believe the ego. Please! It\u2019s so ridiculous. It\u2019s so ridiculous. It\u2019s just following the same old stuff and at some point, everybody is going to say NO. Embrace the right use of denial. \u201cNo, I\u2019m not buying this anymore. I\u2019m not playing this game anymore\u201d. And start looking at the tiredness of playing the game, of how tiring it is to play the game. To take care of a fa\u00e7ade is a lot of work. It\u2019s a lot of labor intensive work. And, it\u2019s so tiring. It\u2019s like being a professional liar. How does a professional liar live their life and keep track of the lies that they tell? It\u2019s impossible. So you have to &#8230;make a script. Don\u2019t give the ego your script. Don\u2019t follow the ways of the past. There\u2019s just nothing there for you.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 14\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>The Truth of your being is wanting to be brought to illumination. But nobody can bring your being to illumination except your choice. That\u2019s it. Thank God it doesn\u2019t take a huge amount, but it does take all the willingness that you have. And the thing with willingness is that the ego would also like you to believe that you could just say \u201cI\u2019m willing. I\u2019m willing. Okay.\u201d And then, the next day, you don\u2019t have to be willing. But it\u2019s beginning again over and over and over again. \u201cI\u2019m still willing. I\u2019m still willing Holy Spirit. I\u2019m willing. In case I forget, I\u2019m willing. This is what I want. This is what I\u2019m here for.\u201d And you call on all the Masters that you could and there are plenty of Masters that are so willing to help. Every single one of them is the Divine Teacher of Love. And everyone has the Guides that are necessary. There\u2019s no one that has more Guides than somebody else. If you have one Guide that is supposed to be your Guide, it\u2019s because the Holy Spirit knows exactly that you will do better with that one guide for now.<\/p>\n<p>You\u2019re comparing to somebody else&#8230;somebody else says \u201cI have three Guides.\u201d \u201cWhy do they have three guides, I only have one Guide?\u201d You don\u2019t have to spend any time on ego identity with one, two, three or anything else. If you have one Guide, it\u2019s because that is the perfect guide for you. If you have three Guides, it\u2019s because the Holy Spirit has deemed it that three would be helpful for you. Sometimes a Guide will come in and then the Guide&#8230;when their piece of work is finished with you, then they go back here [gestures] and another one comes in and they are all working in unison for you because you are so loved. The guidance is there because we can\u2019t remember without guidance. We can\u2019t separate our thoughts and come up with conclusions.<\/p>\n<p>This is what the ego loves. The ego loves it when somebody has thoughts and their thinking thoughts about what the healing is and how it should go instead of \u201cI don\u2019t know. I don\u2019t know. All I\u2019m saying is I\u2019m willing and I forgive myself for everything I made up. It\u2019s not God\u2019s will for me to suffer.\u201d Let that be your prayer. It\u2019s not God\u2019s will for you to suffer. Not at all.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"page\" title=\"Page 15\">\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>How long will this pain go on Dear Lord? This grief I can hardly bear.<br \/>\nHow long will anguish grip me in this illusion, And agony ring in my mind?<\/p>\n<p>Light up my eyes with your presence.<br \/>\nLet me feel your Love in my bones.<br \/>\nKeep me from losing myself in ignorance and despair. Teach me to be patient Dear Lord.<br \/>\nTeach me to be endlessly patient.<br \/>\nLet me trust that your Love enfolds me.<br \/>\nWhen my heart feels desolate and dry.<br \/>\nI will sing to the Lord at all times<br \/>\nEven from the depths of pain.<\/p>\n<p>Even from anywhere I will keep saying \u201cshow me the way. Show me the way. Show me the way. It\u2019s all that I want. It\u2019s all that my living is for. Show me the way.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>You have everything because you have willingness. You have everything because this is where your journey has brought you. To these incredibly deep teachings that will take you and take you and take you. That you never have to wonder about the Truth because you have so much that reflects the Truth. Willing to be shown. Willing to learn. Willing to be healed.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>The Heart says YES.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"layoutArea\">\n<div class=\"column\">\n<p>Chris Celine \u00a9 2017<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Innocent creation. Accept that innocence is all that there is. How do you navigate that innocence is all that there is? If you wake up in the morning and you embrace that you are innocent, that you are the innocence of God, the innocence of Creation, what can follow for the day? 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